NOTE TO SELF

i love food so much
why does it have to be so forbidden
i wish it was fashionable to be a proper fatty
that would be my ideal world.
or that all my favourite foods had no calories.
ick

im so pathetic that im searching words like "pizza", "subway" and "chocolate fudge brownie" in google search engine.
jesus its like im addicted to food porn
not literally food porn.
all the food that i obsess over respect themselves enough to not move into the porn industry